This blog is a mix of everyday randomness, impulsive thoughts, and the occasional deep reflection I wasn’t emotionally prepared for. There’s no structure here—just vibes, caffeine, and a lot of overthinking. If you’re into messy but entertaining storytelling, welcome aboard!
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2024. At this point, I had fully accepted my reality: I am an unhinged fangirl. I commit too easily—to good music, fandom antics, and, most dangerously, live concerts. So when YOASOBI, the literal soundtrack of my life, announced their 2025 Jakarta concert in February… My brain short-circuited. I had to go. No debate. No hesitation.
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Subtitle: The Story of Random Strangers (Ch. 63 – Epilogue)
Saki never thought she’d play again. Not after everything that happened. But life has a way of pulling people back into the things they love—and the people they never expected to need. Between unspoken words, late-night walks, and music that refuses to be forgotten, Saki, Kyou, and Yuuto find themselves at a crossroads. Dreams, love,
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Gravity (Ch. 35 – Epilogue)
Keiko thought friendships were constants—until unspoken feelings shattered that illusion. Caught between Tarou, her ever-present anchor; Kyo, the steady pragmatist unraveling before her eyes; and Ryou, the one who never asked for anything yet lingers in her heart, she faces an impossible choice. As confessions surface and emotions tangle, Keiko must decide: follow love, risk
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One Ok Rock Addiction Chronicles: The day I Abandoned All Responsibilities in The Name of Rock.
Hey everyone!I finally have some time to write again and update this blog… with an old story. This is yet another chapter in my unhinged obsession with ONE OK ROCK—this time, it even took me to another country. If possible, let’s all embrace the “we read and we don’t judge” mentality here, because, well… I
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Subtitle: The Story of Random Strangers (Ch. 39 – 62)
Saki never planned to return to the stage, but one reckless yes changed everything. Music pulls her back in, but so do the ghosts of the past. As unspoken tensions rise, she’s forced to choose between who she was and who she wants to be. And when she finally plays—not for the past, not for
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Gravity (Ch. 11-34)
Keiko wasn’t looking for Ryou, but fate—or something crueler—kept throwing him in her path. What started as fleeting encounters became something impossible to ignore, a slow unraveling of guarded words and quiet moments. Now, caught between past and present, fleeting and constant, she must face the truth—some hearts are never meant to belong to just
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Subtitle: The Story of Random Strangers (Ch. 20 – 38)
As Saki drifts back into music, Yuuto’s persistence and Kyou’s quiet support push her toward a past she’s avoided. A familiar face threatens to pull her under, but Yuuto and Kyou won’t let her disappear. In grief, friendship, and rediscovered passion, Saki faces the question she’s long ignored: What happens when you stop running? Disclaimer:
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Subtitle : The Story of Random Strangers (Ch. 1 – 19)
Some people fade like background noise; others linger like an offbeat melody. Saki, Kyou, and Yuuto weren’t supposed to meet—let alone keep crossing paths. But between late-night conversations and unshakable pasts, they found themselves caught in a rhythm neither planned for. Not quite friends, not quite strangers—just three lives unexpectedly in sync. Disclaimer: The ideas, characters,
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Gravity (Ch. 1 – 10)
Keiko never believed in fate—until she kept running into the same stranger. Once was chance. Twice was coincidence. But now, she can’t shake the feeling that their story is just beginning—even if it’s one she shouldn’t be writing. Disclaimer: The ideas, characters, plots, sequencing, and scenes in this story are entirely my own creations. However, my
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How I Spiraled Down the Rabbit Hole After a One Ok Rock Concert…
So, this is a continuation of my previous story about how One Ok Rock completely ruined me (in the best way possible). If you haven’t read part one, you can find it [here]. But today, we’re diving into what happened after that 2023 fateful concert—aka the moment my life choices took a dramatic, fangirl-fueled turn.
Diary of A Chaotic Dreamer 